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Alright.. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions, beliefs, outlook on life, -enter other synonyms here-, etc. My way of thinking is not dangerous. It isn't morbid, pessimistic, frightening... I'm not suicidal... Self-destructive at times, yes, but you all live and breathe and feel just as I do, so as fellow human beings, how hard is it to understand the complications involved in an emotional turmoil?

I love quietly closing the door behind me as i go for a long & quiet walk outside at the break of dawn while everyone's sound asleep..
I love how the morning dew creeps in during the night to caress the willows and the grass blades..
I love how, just like a secret lover, it disappears before anyone notices it was ever there..
I love how the sun shines though the leaves and how the wind blows gently under the birds' wings..
I love the moon in its velvet bed..
I love how the diamonds in the water and the sidewalk seem to dance before it's light..
I love lying down in the grass and feeling eternal..
I love seeing children laughing, singing, loving... glowing.
I love noticing someone smile to themselves when they're lost in their thoughts.
I love seeing the sparkle in a loved one's eyes.
I love holding hands and gentle kisses.
I love how everything always seems to fall into place.. from the biggest trainwrecks to the most beautiful and surreal drops of bliss...
and there's no words strong or even precise enough to describe how much I love music.


I'm very much in love with life.. Don't try to prove me wrong. I have my ups and downs, so does everyone else. But I'm not jaded.