15.12.06

Break it b4 it breaks us


deeEe, I'm tired of you being 'dead'! At least call me so I can hear your voice. I love you very much.
Mom



bump of K please?
Why can't I seem to give a flying fuck about anyone?


stop! for the love of God...
i fought the war, but the war won..
our faces all ressemble dying roses from trying to fix it.

8.12.06

The Police & The Private - Metric

Get straight and wait here while I try to find the exit sign
When will you stop asking strangers, no one wants what we want
Keep one eye on the door, keep one eye on the bag
Never expect to be sure who you're working for

You're working for the police and the private, the pilots and the pirates
Fingerprinted waiting for the train
The doctor, the writer, the hairdresser,
Felt up and fingerprinted waiting for the train

Lord lord mother we are all losing love
Lord listen lover we are all missing mama
Lord lord mother we are all losing love
Lord listen lover we are all missing something I don't got

There's a place that ends here I know
When they close the gates I'll cry
So tired of never sleeping
The whole world wants what we're on

Didn't make this up I learned, I learned it from a friend
My friend is coming clean, she told me
Keep one eye on the bed, keep one eye on the door
Never expect to be sure who you're working for

You're working for the police and the private, the pilots and the pirates
Fingerprinted waiting for the train
The doctor, the writer, the garbage collector
Felt up and fingerprinted waiting for the train

Lord lord mother we are all losing love
Lord listen lover we are all missing mama
Lord lord mother we are all losing love
Lord listen lover we are all missing love
Got to get out
Got to get to you, the orphanage is closing in an hour

7.12.06

d0t

the surreal ones always got me with their drunken slurs..


'se defoncer c'est le bonheur'

6.12.06

2 past 5


Alright.. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions, beliefs, outlook on life, -enter other synonyms here-, etc. My way of thinking is not dangerous. It isn't morbid, pessimistic, frightening... I'm not suicidal... Self-destructive at times, yes, but you all live and breathe and feel just as I do, so as fellow human beings, how hard is it to understand the complications involved in an emotional turmoil?

I love quietly closing the door behind me as i go for a long & quiet walk outside at the break of dawn while everyone's sound asleep..
I love how the morning dew creeps in during the night to caress the willows and the grass blades..
I love how, just like a secret lover, it disappears before anyone notices it was ever there..
I love how the sun shines though the leaves and how the wind blows gently under the birds' wings..
I love the moon in its velvet bed..
I love how the diamonds in the water and the sidewalk seem to dance before it's light..
I love lying down in the grass and feeling eternal..
I love seeing children laughing, singing, loving... glowing.
I love noticing someone smile to themselves when they're lost in their thoughts.
I love seeing the sparkle in a loved one's eyes.
I love holding hands and gentle kisses.
I love how everything always seems to fall into place.. from the biggest trainwrecks to the most beautiful and surreal drops of bliss...
and there's no words strong or even precise enough to describe how much I love music.


I'm very much in love with life.. Don't try to prove me wrong. I have my ups and downs, so does everyone else. But I'm not jaded.